Fiction (Poetry)

Some more old poems….

Seperation OR Severe Pain 

Deep dark and haunting,

a dark void with,

no escape,

a searing pain

fleshing through your body,

Gasping for air,

swallowing the screams,

disoriented and alone,

clenching, and unclenching,

shaking and shuddering,

with pain deep inside,

Starting up from my throat and working it’s way down,

Like lying in a bed of needles, or falling through a Catylyst of despair,

and pain,

Tears clouding my vision,

making my eyes burn,

and haze,

Groans, moans,

and yearnings all the same,

my hand shaking as I write the words,

my body clenching in Spasms,

of pain,

making me want to lean over and scream out in agony.

 

– Oct 20 2008

 

This second one however, is a poem that was inspired while writing the last chapters of my novel Draft Uno~ Hope you like it!!!

Suspended in Disbelief,

My eyes raked the,

scene

Taking in the yells,

Screams from outside the hospital doors,

I looked around the blood soaked sheets to the horror in front of my eyes,

My only child dead,

A sister lost,

Consumed in a fire,

lost to a love,

forgotten,

gone,

dead,

but never to be forgotten…

I did this, I left her to cope by herself, It was too early, now it’s too late…

 

So I have slowly been trying to update my pages, I definitely made this blog as a more professional writer’s blog. There are still some things I’m annoyed about–like for example the theme, I have yet to find one I actually prefer, I’ve stuck with Piano if only because it is black…like my soul(yes, I’m quoting Cassie Clare). I opted to give you a new poem, one that has been mulling in my head for a long time(really just this week). So here it is.

I once knew a boy,

who made me laugh

and Blush

and showed me

what it was to be happy,

He showed me how

it felt like

to be wanted

and treasured

But in one moment

he took it away.

He broke my heart

and brought me down.

He made me feel

dirty and ashamed.

It pained me,

and destroyed the piece of me

that had the hope,

Of Love and Companionship,

Of being someones number one,

But I was wrong and Naive.

I had never been a number one or two,

He was fond of me, yes,

but did not care enough

for me in the end.

I shut myself out of the world,

buried the hurt inside.

But I also buried myself

as well,

Dark and Isolated

I traveled down

the lonely journey

searching for my

way.

And then months later,

I was pulled up into the light,

I found my way

to friendship and work,

So I have traveled

no longer small and meek,

but tall and stronger than ever I been,

Wrapped up in my own world

Of Sunshine and Bliss.

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